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I never wanted it to be over i fear I've made the wrong choice. but i know who i am and i know i wouldnt have stayed true to you and i know its not my place to say weather or not you move on but i just want you to know i could never truely move on and if it looks as if i have take a look inside my heart cuz you are there in all my thoughts. I never wanted to tell you good bye but i know i couldnt be true to you. i hope you understand what you mean to me. My love for you will never fade it can only hide behind the lies i tell my self to keep me from my tears. but even that strength fades sometimes and i find my self crying and silently whispering your name. It's not my place to say if you move on because i know you must but if i had it my way things would not be this way they would be different and i could be with you in your arms everynight and i could look you in the eyes and tell you that i love you and that i think about you all the time and you would know that i never really wanted to say goodbye. i love you and i ment it when i said i always will. Forever more will you keep me looking back