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I usually rember my dreams quite well. It is sometimes creepy, sometimes really sweet. This morning when I woke up, it was a blend of those two.

I won't go into the details of my dream, but I feel like putting my thoughts down in words, so I can forget this happening and move on with the day.

This nights dream started as something beautiful. I was travelling home to my home town and was going to attend an party with some old friends. It was here that I met a person I really cared for in the past (and that I still really care for it seems, as I still dream of this person). The meeting was a really pleasant one, and it went on for some time, until this person boldly stated that we couldn't and shouldn't meet anymore.

That our "relationship" just couldn't be...

And, sadly enough, that is just as it is in real life.

I feel like I have lost something important this morning, and I really can't understand why. Did this person leave such a strong impression on me that I can't stop thinking about her? I can't belive I have such an emotional flaw, but it seems so.

What the future holds no one can know for sure. But I still can't shake of the feeling that I have lost something really important.

The End.