So my sisters think im selfish for being angry about receving a piece of crap for a gift..............................
no mater not anymore im just through i can be mad all i want it still wont change things and it wont change that my mother is ruled by her boyfriend and it wont change that my family doesent understand me and never will
so whatever its better to just be numb
i went up to the school today and walked around till i found all my classes then found out i will have to buy 165.35 dollers worth of books stressed anyway one good thing is since my mother and her boyfriend brought me a raggedy a** car that is no longer working i will get to drive my mothers s.u.v.
so ha,
my sisters dont see how good they got it, sure when i was in high school i got a ride 2 school and from school i did not have a maid to bring me textbooks that i left at home, or gym clothes, or s**t to practice for vollyball in, all the things i do for them and they call me selfish.... kinda makes me mad stressed but once again i say i will not be angry i will just be numb stressed
so my 1st class is tommorow at 12:30 I thought that it was today good thing a friend called yesterday and told me it wasent to bad that i did not get to sleep in cuz i never get to sleep in cuz im up at 6:15 becuase im so SELFISH and even though i dont have classes until 12:30 I'm just SELFISH enough to get up at the a** crack of dawn and take other people to school
yeah i know so evil and mean
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