I'm kinda confused about what I want to do in life...I want to be a Chef, but I also like Nature. I just don't know and that is kinda killing me. I feel so old too. My Birthday is on July 1st and I'll be turning 16. I don't know why, but I feel old. I really don't want to grow up because life is just to good to not live it to the best of our ablility. I just don't know what's going to happen next...
On the other hand...I guess it is time to just grow up and leave the world...I don't think the world is at its best. I think...Well, I guess I don't have a choice, but accept that it is and that it wont be fixed until someone stands up and does something about it. Will it be me? I'm not much of a leader so I might just follow someone who will do something about it.
I feel kinda sad now...I just found out somethings that hurt me very much, I guess...It's now getting harder to live and it seems that it has begun to affect other people, but I think I'll fight it...I will fight it, I guess. I'm just a servent in this world and that is what we all are. Nothing more, but servants and tools to be used...Yeah, I did take that from Kingdom Hearts, but still...We are nothing more than puppets controlled by someone or something else. Unless we don't want to be...I guess I'll just keep on Watching Pavements no matter what...
