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I'm very extremely afraid right now that my heart is gonna be broken very soon. You see, as my Taco Prince is going to a Job Corp program, which means I'll never get to see him, and probably never get to talk to him either. About a week ago he told me he was moving homes around this time, and I told myself to call yesterday and ran out of time. I've called twice to day and no dice. I'm so afraid that he has already left and that he didn't leave behind a number for me to contact him at. What if he never calls me, ever..?... I'm so worried about it. I've decided that if he has moved already and didn't leave a number for me to contact him at, and three months go by and he doesn't contact me... I'm going to be forced to assume we've broken up. I dont want to do that... but I might have to... I'm probably freaking out for no reason.. but I'm still worried. What makes it worse is that I dreamt about him last night, so he is now constantly more in the back of my mind. Ok I'm rambling I know, but I had to get it off my chest. Hopefully I'll be better now. Later. Oh, and summer work still suxs........