dose solitude bring strength, the kind of unrelience on others, i have noticed that my time on this world, in this shell of a life, i have come to trust no one, depend on no one, and feel for no one. some have said im sub human because of this, others have dubbed me a walking nightmare, but what in there eyes justifys this and defines a human exictance. my shadow has become my only companion, my heart beat has faded, my skin feels so fake, i cant see the sunny skys that brighten the lifes of so many others. im stairing at these 4 walls again, hateing the normality. my soul has been crusified along with my name and pride. so if anyone can give me a reson to continue this life please do, i find that suicide sickens me, and that from the way things are going i will only live a few more years, but for those short years i can look forward to nothing bringing me down, im already as low as i can get without dieing.
HELLION13 · Mon Jul 28, 2008 @ 05:31am · 0 Comments |