Hey guys im really out of it right now.....lately i have been well very deppressed and s**t....one night i just got to thinking that life is short and one day im going to gone off this planet.....not a living creature of darkness or light anymore just a corpse rotting away with no history. I want to be remembered not only by my family i want others to tell of my life and what i have done for them....i want oter people to cry and weep for me when i am gone....but what if i die alone? And the last ting i see is noone sitting by my hospital bed the chair is empty.......thats my greatest fear not being remembered and being left to die alone.....I want to know that people care about me........i need to know......but saddley i get more and more closer to death each day......why was i put on this planet? To suffer in my misserys and to be alone......or to change something make some one happy............i may never know...
benjis_bloody_queen · Fri Sep 02, 2005 @ 03:15am · 8 Comments |