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How very strange...
Today had been so odd..
I read the mind of this creature hiding at the old gates..
Zaraki and Mayuri seemed to know about it but where in a state of shock when I told them what it showed me..
Soon after however I left because I was tired of the s**t I got put through..
Renji followed me and then brought Nemu and well stole my memories from the being but if she saw anything else and decided to speak to Mayuri on it my life would be over...
Eventually I ran off from them but ran straight into the hands of Byakuya (literally)..
he seemed to want to use me against my father and Renji, who I really do love...
Even though I was mad I don't think I could have been after my father and Renji saved me (again.)
Personally I don't think I am a good soul reaper let alone a good Lieutenant because I am too wild and I tend to listen more to gut and heart instintics while they use their heads TOO much.
Later on I was with Renji after speaking with my mother and father.
I found I really can't be upset all that much around him..
Which is calming...keeping the journal open