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i bet you all know what its like going from elementary school to middle school, yes we have all been there before, we also knowthat we have friendship troobles, people start hanging out with other people and there is tons of drama! well i thought i completely avoided that, well as it turns out i go to scholl with a ton of bastards & bitches (X-cuse the langadgei hate them so darn much evil ) if you not "pretty" then everyone hates you, if you act strange or diffrent from anyone els, evry one hates. period. and you get the idea, so mast of my best friends are in that situation, but im not. so you may ask what the problem is. thats the problem. if people ask me "do you really like that girl?" wich hapends to be one of my BFF's i say yes, and they lie or laugh rite in my face, my "dorky" self hangs out with my friends and we ahve fun. my "popular" side makes it so i can't go near them without them imbaracing me in front of my popular friends, so caring abot there rep. the walkaway. now this year i have found i am down to 4 best friends 3 of them are 100% "dorky" outcasts that now one likes (exept me 4laugh ) the other one is cemi-popular.............................to be continued

want to know how school is for me with this problem, wellwait a few weeks. thats when school starts for me biggrin cry i don't know if i should be happy or sad burning_eyes