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The End of a Timeless Calm |
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Lately ive been thinking, thinking too much.. Which is always a bad thing. What exactly is it im trying to do? At one point in time I believed I stood for something of higher importance, a good person, or at least good hearted. Now that I see myself from a different point of view, I realize im far from a good person. The other day at work, I had a customer, a very rude, pissed off customer. She just so happened to be black. Im not racist by a far margin, but in this quarrell I decided to be the bigger person and walk to the back for a while, vent even. I came back out several minutes later, and this lady was still there. She then had the nerve to ask me if I had a problem with black people. I simply told the lady, its not that I have a problem with black people, I dont have a problem with Germans, Mexicans, or Asian people either. I just have a problem with people in general, and unfortuantely for you, you happen to fall in that category. The saddest part of this story (other than its ture) is I really do have a terrible hate towards most people in general. Now I do have friends who I dont absolutely hate, but sometimes they are just dumb. And thats what I hate most about people, especially from where im at, they are just so dumb. I dont understand why, there is no reason to do something, especially when you know its dumb.... Now I cant pass it of as ignorance, so itll just continue to bother me. In any case, I think the road of life I fell onto has led me this way, and im not sure how to go back, if I can go back. Oh well, suppose Ill chalk it up to bad luck and move on. I dont have time for these things....if only I had 30 hour days...
Gene_Hunter · Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 02:37pm · 0 Comments |
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