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the depression sinks in as my broken heart slowly crumbles into darkness,
thoughts of suicide slither threw my mind,
how could one boy cause all this?
as i sit here all alone my mind starts turning to stone,
i hold breath trying to become half dead,

what is this?

but try as i might a cant get my self to die,
my memories are to strong, the tears are flowing, the blood being to flow out my wrists, is this itwill it finally end?
the pain, the sorrow , the jelousy.

no,unfortunatley,

i still live live to see his face.
as hard as i try to fight back the tears,
i fall to the floor gripping my jacket as to keep from falling into a million piecies.

what is this?

the tears fall onto the floor