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So its been about a week since school started. And let me tell you, it still blows.
It seems like there's no energy, it just seems dead. Today at break one time I just sorta stood up and looked around and asked myself "is this my school because it absolutely sucks.

The only good part is that there isn't a lot of homework and we got a school trip next week or maybe the week after that, oh and the hot lunches got better. Now they aren't like the prison food that we had last year.

Now I'm a weird child and I have depression and so i have a bad enough school day as it is but there are times in school when I just feel like, please shoot me. Cause today in school, there was a time when I felt really alone and in the dumps even though I tried not to show it. And this guy comes up and asks me what the collar of my shirt from the other day said. This is the same guy thats obsessed with the color purple. And I don't know but someday to get him back for all this annoying stuff, and I"m thinking of two ways. One is to tell him that I died my ding dong purple and if maybe he wants to see it, or maybe find a purple condom and give it to him as a joke gift. But I bet in both of those I'll get busted but at some point it would be worth it to just mess with the guy who just won't leave me alone.

And than there's the other short dude what talks to himself. I keep on fearing that I'm gonna find that dude int eh middle of the bathroom naked jack ing off to some weird picture of soemthing. And ya it sorta scares me.

Oh and there's this new math teacher that's sorta annoying me. He makes us raise our hands in this dumb a** weird way. LIke there are 5 or 6 people in the class. We don't need to do some weird something before you talk thing. And someday I"m gonna snap. I'm so used to being able to talk when there's something i have to say and than being told to hold it in and not forget it forever is really annoying. that and he monologues, an its freaking annoying. When he talks it just feels like the atmosphere in the room dies. LIke the ambience totally sucks.

So this is today. I"m sure tomorow there will be more.