*Scream*
All is not well in Courtneyland because she is---- really pissed off. I'm SO stressed out right now it's not even funny. I was going to get a job. eek But, everything is so awful, I don't think I'd be able to handle it. Band is taking up a lot of my time. I don't even know what the hell I'm doing anymore. My classes aren't that bad exept for a few bitchy teachers that I'm really hating (Like, my Spanish teacher, Mrs. Kwas) I swear the woman looks at and srutinizes people to find SOMETHING wrong. She's insane. Some of my friends are fighting about really dumb stuff. The house hunting thing is really tiring. We found THE house and yet my mother is still looking at other houses. Like, a couple of days ago we were looking at a ranch 20 mins from my town. WTF?! I'm not saying it wasn't okay looking or anything but it's aways from where I'm going to school right now. And if we moved there and I tried to continue to go to my high school, that would be a pain. And I've been feeling,like, I guess the word would be ignored by my friends. Like, if I was really sick or hurt no one would really miss or even notice I was gone. And that's a really sad thought to me. Maybe it's just me thats feeling that way or something. I mean I never see any of my friends afterschool/ weekends anymore. And it really bugs me because my friends are incredibly important to me. I don't isolate myself at all, I'm usually around. If I go to some tutorail and come back to the hallway my friends are usually congregated there. I go and listen to what they're talking and then somone steps in front of me and starts talking to the person that was right in front of me. It doesn't happen all the time, it just bugs me when it does. I'm sure they probably don't mean to do it though.
I'm just like an afterthought.
But, it's not like anyone reads this stupid thing anyway.
stare
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