Hi again. I know I am not living up to my daily promise and I am sorry. Latley I have been writing fanfics! About Gundam Seed. Its my favorite anime of all time! I love all the Gundam Series but I love Gundam Seed, and Gundam Seed Destiny the most.
Like the headline says I am alone. Even though there are people with me I still feel very alone and shut out from the world. I was scolded by my older brother today and it hurt. My mother wont stop yelling at me for no reason either. I honestly have a strong urge to cry but I will hold it back. One day of this week though I ran up to my room and shut the door and cried. I myself dont know why I did soo...oh well.
Everget the feeling you are so lonley but you are crowded with your friends? I get that alot, but for me its kinda different. Even though my friend are asking me what wrong I feel like they are ignorning me and they hate me. So I in turn act cold to them. Its like an illusion. They are worried about me and I act cold to them. Heh must be something wrong with me.
My family isnt bad in fact I am very greatful to have them, even though I may not act like it all the time. My mom yells, my brother teases, but today he was very cold to me. Wonder if he is having a bad day..nah he is always like that.
You know whats ironic? I just stopped the feeling of crying and now its back again. Heh..
Well thats about all I have to say for today. Thank you for reading..
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