Hi again...
yesterday i was happy but today i'm really sad.... i wanna die.... and it's not a joke...
Last night... the person who i love more in the world, leave my life... he decided that is better for us to be separated... i can't accept it...
latelly we had a lot of fights, for no reason... and i sometimes thought about cut with him.. but i never had the value.. now he was angered with me for a very stupid thing, and we both said terrible things.. now i'm reformed of many things i said.. but it's too late... and he has treated me very badly lately.
Now i'm really sure all is finished between us..
Maybe it's better for me... as everybody says... but in this momment i only want to close my eyes and discover that everything was a nightmare sad
i wanna cry but i have not tears.. i can't eat... can't live.. I can't breathe.. i only can think about him... and about his face when he said "i don't wanna be with you anymore"
We was together for 3 years.. and he says that he loves me... but sometimes people who loves each other can't be together..
but he said that every boy is only going to want me for one thing... you know...
it really hurt me...
i wanna hate him... but i can't.
i feel that i'm really alone. i don't wanna feel love anymore..it hurts so bad.
 [Sonya-chan] · Sat Sep 13, 2008 @ 12:05am · 1 Comments |
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