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Hi again... yesterday i was happy but today i'm really sad.... i wanna die.... and it's not a joke... Last night... the person who i love more in the world, leave my life... he decided that is better for us to be separated... i can't accept it... latelly we had a lot of fights, for no reason... and i sometimes thought about cut with him.. but i never had the value.. now he was angered with me for a very stupid thing, and we both said terrible things.. now i'm reformed of many things i said.. but it's too late... and he has treated me very badly lately. Now i'm really sure all is finished between us.. Maybe it's better for me... as everybody says... but in this momment i only want to close my eyes and discover that everything was a nightmare sad i wanna cry but i have not tears.. i can't eat... can't live.. I can't breathe.. i only can think about him... and about his face when he said "i don't wanna be with you anymore" We was together for 3 years.. and he says that he loves me... but sometimes people who loves each other can't be together.. but he said that every boy is only going to want me for one thing... you know... it really hurt me... i wanna hate him... but i can't. i feel that i'm really alone. i don't wanna feel love anymore..it hurts so bad.
[Sonya-chan] · Sat Sep 13, 2008 @ 12:05am · 1 Comments |
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Hi to everyone! Long time i don't write here.... i don't know what to write about, i'm only here because i'm bored sweatdrop xp There is nothing new in my life, same things... aaaah! noooo!!! i have a new doggy!!! she is a cute pet called Chanel, and she is like a chiguagua, mixed with another little dog that i don't know... but she is REALLY cute... i'll put pics here soon... now i'm at class and don't have a pic of her here.
The story about how i found my little chanel is very funny... someday i was working and a girl came to take hour to do her nails (i was nailier) and she came with a little puppy in her arms and i felt in love with her, i took her in my hands (she was really little... like my hand palm) and she looked at me with her big eyes full of eyelashes xD *blink* *blink* and she felt in love with me too >.< The girl told me that it was very weird that she let's someone take her... and then she took her from me and left the shop. Then she came to have her nails done, and i asked her for the puppy, she said that she's ok.. and i told her where could i have a puppy like hers. She told me that it'll be very difficult.. and i was like *uh* sad Two weeks later she called me to let me know that she had to leave Seville to work, and where she was going to live can't take the puppy with her, so she said if i want her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i said YES! and she gave her to me. That's my sweet story... She is always around me... and i can't be without her. I LOVE her. now she is like a year with me... and i'm happy!
*pics so soon*
[Sonya-chan] · Thu Sep 11, 2008 @ 06:02pm · 0 Comments |
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Hi ^^ i changed my hair color again xD now i have it blonde- chocolate..!! and everybody says that i'm very cute ^///^ Tonight i will take pics of me to put them here. I miss my blonde hair T___T but my friends and mom says that i look better with this color.. so i'm ok.. >___> .__.'
Changing the theme x3 i found a program like the singstar (playstation 2 game) yeah! for pc!!!!! it's very funny owo! It allows a computer to evaluate how good you are when you sing by analyzing your voice pitch. i enjoy singing very much! xD but my neighbors said to my mom that i'm f****** crazy.. and calls my singstar "devil's machine" @__@ but i don't mind >__> i'm ok xDDDD the real program's name is ultrastar.. and it works exactly like the singstar.. HERE is a link to the site, where u can download it if u want 3nodding It's a GNU GPL (General Public License) so it's totally free and legal ^-^
it's all domokun heart take care and enjoy this funny game :3
wuv u all! heart
[Sonya-chan] · Wed Nov 22, 2006 @ 01:12pm · 0 Comments |
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Hiya! ^^ Today i'm fine.. the new Dr. is better than the other one ^-^ I'm getting better.. whee
Now i'm gonna take a shower.. and go back with my bf.. Latelly the things between us are a little weird.. sweatdrop but i hope we can solve the problems soon.. cause i don't like to be in that way with him.... xp
uhmmm i don't know what more to say... so i g2g blaugh see ya laterz heart domokun
~Sony*
[Sonya-chan] · Fri Nov 03, 2006 @ 04:54pm · 1 Comments |
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This night i have weird desire to write here neutral Nothing interesting happen on my life lately.. but i think i have a lot of stuff to write gonk
uh.. i have my mind in white... gonk xp anyway... uhmmmm... rolleyes okay yeah.. xd
Today was a very long day... i'm learning to make flowers.. to decorate the dresses that me and my mom make... i had to be on the class at 6pm.. but it was raining a lot and i arrived there late... like 6.30pm lol (the bus rolleyes )
i was at my doctor at 8.30pm.. to gather some papers he had to give me.. and then i call my bf to say that i'll go to the game salon where he works... i arrived there at 9.30pm.. (the bus again xp ) my bf was alone there... so we decided to play billiards.. it was very funny.. then we went to home to take his doggy "niƱa" and then we went to take a walk with her and stay with our friends at the park... at 11pm we went to a house we have to stay alone wink blaugh xd ninja (long story.. ) and we saw a film that i don't remind the tittle... but it was funny... cause it was full of blood... and i love terror films.. twisted domokun i arrived at my home at 3am.. and now i'm writing here n_n
it was my day... xp yeah.. i know it's bored... i have a normal life... dramallama i'm a normal person mrgreen xd
okay.. now it's ime to go to bed... tomorrow will be a long day too.. (i hope it'll rain heheh.. so my bf will not play football and i will haven't stay there feeling cold and bored gonk crying *prays*)
sorry by the kick to english dictionary sweatdrop (i tried to write my best...) sweatdrop sweatdrop
buhbay.. i love u all my beloved friends..
~sony
[Sonya-chan] · Thu Oct 19, 2006 @ 02:56am · 1 Comments |
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I'm really happy now... all the things are fine in my life whee at least all the important things are.. work: I'm on vacation dramallama .. love: awwwww i'm really in love heart .. neutral only i continue a little ill .__. but i hope to get fine soon... if my chronic illness lets me do it gonk crying but i'm happy anyway.. i have someone by my side to take care of me 4laugh heart he is a very awesome person.. and it's great to be with him all the days.. we enjoy very much whee domokun dramallama xd i hope to be with him for allways.. i don't wanna have another error on my life sweatdrop emo talk2hand i'll put pics here very soon... cool
Take care heart and be good rolleyes twisted domokun
-sony
[Sonya-chan] · Fri Sep 22, 2006 @ 02:26am · 4 Comments |
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Today i'm here to ask u a little question...... rolleyes
gonk why nobody reads my journal!!! crying
i know it's not very interesant.. but you could make me think that it's.. just telling "hi... you're a fool" or something like that... xp
Seriously... stare comment on my journal or i'll be evil with u evil gonk crying
---- Okay.. now i'll tell u the new things that are occuring on my life.. well.. i continue scared for my hammy... she's bad.. and i think more and more that she'll be death soon crying
Nothing more to say... mrgreen buhbye!
[Sonya-chan] · Sat Aug 19, 2006 @ 07:25pm · 3 Comments |
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Awww hey to everyone! i'm here writting because a friend has translated to english my poem >.< Thank u very much Jiro! you're a sun n_n!!! Hope u like the poem... i dedicated it to Jiro Montaro and his wife Kallak.. =3 with all my love heart
Every day I appreciate the unique beauty of every night, the dark blue sky like a velvet dress smooth which covers me. The dark red clouds which contrast deeply with my feelings, the moon and its light touching my body softly and slowly making me tremble every time I think what I would feel if you were the one doing it.. The brightness of the stars that are always watching me and never abandoned me ..like your presence in my mind at every hour.. I feel the fine fog caress my face doing it more pure..more beautiful.. and I ask myself what you might be doing at this moment.. so far and at the same time so close under the same sky, I feel that the wind brings to me your breath, I breath it and fill myself of you.. and I feel as you and I become just one.. Even though you dont know that I yearn for you. it doesnt matter, I'll continue to wait for you every night for that moment where it wont matter the moon, neither the clouds nor the stars.. just you and me there wont be nothing more but that. Right now I feel a deep sadness and on my cheeks run down tears.. but I know that I must be strong.. and to have hope and faith.. if you have doubts if its sincere what I feel, see the sky .. and it will respond how much I love you. heart
Thanks to Jiro and Kallak for their amability.. they gave me an August 2006 letter >.< wuv ya 2 lots!
[Sonya-chan] · Wed Aug 16, 2006 @ 02:57am · 2 Comments |
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