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Dear Diary,
I'm so in love with the wrong guy.. Last year is when it all started. 'He' came up to me when I was going up the stairs and asked for my phone #. I said No and he walked away. That time I never seen, or herd of him befor so of course thats why I said no. A year later he was assigned to sit next to me in Spanish class. We started talking about random stuff (never either one of us mentioned what happened last year) and hannging out and now I'm starting to fall for him. Stinks huh.. stare

Dear Diary,
It happened.. I'm in love with him. heart

Dear Diary,
Today in the girl's locker room, one of my best friends told me thats she thinks he likes me (she doesn't know I like him). I told her he doesn't and she said he does. Dosen't. Does. Doesn't.
"You like him don't you," she said.
"Maybe," I said with a big smile and started to laugh.
"He does like you though," she said moments later.
"If you think that, than you can ask him if he does," I snapped back friendlyly.
"Fine I will," she teased.
And she did! eek

I got in line to do our worm ups in gym. A few minutes later she came back over to me.
"What did he say?" I asked.
"Nothing," she replied.
"No really, tell me what he said," I said unpatiently.
"He didn't say anything. I asked him and he just stared at me," she said.
Then she did something that made me really mad. She whispered something in her friends ear.
"What did you say?" I asked feeling left out.
"Oh nothing..."
"What can you tell her that you can't tell me?"
"I'll tell you in dodge ball"
"Why can't you tell me now?"
"I'm not allowed"
Then she whispered something in someone elce's ear. What the heck! Now I was getting really annoied. But I didn't fight back anymore. We would be in dodge ball soon and then I would know.