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well well well. i just realized something, kate is a hipocrite! she always talked of people not understanding the concept of love, that it doesnt end, that you should only say it if you mean it. but she is the one that didnt understand! love doesnt just disappear into thin air, i know that for a damn fact. this rejection is starting to get me to believe love isnt worth it if you dont know if the person is going to turn on you and speaking of things that arent worth it, im also starting to think that life isnt worth it either. you know with the luck factor, the constant shoving of information down our throughts, the tradegy, the hate, the lies, the poverty. if every one who thought this comitted suicide then the population would go down drasticly. personally im afraid to dream now, knowing that they would be crushed by something or someone in this horrible place called life. knowing that at times i could just take this wretch of a life and make sure that i would have eternal sleep.