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Haven't written in my journal in a while.

I was absent all week last week and yet again today. However last week, I was sick. Today, I just woke up late, because I went to bed at four-thirty. I stayed up late, because I was doing a project for my Language Arts class. I feel rather irrisponsible over it, too, and being that I was absent last week should be no real excuse.

I'm not the happiest person on earth, though. Everyone around me seems to be having the worst of luck and such painfull problems, and when my friends are hurt, I'm hurt just as well. I haven't cried in a long time and it's beginning to eat at me. I can't help but hurt, though. Things can only hurt you if they let them. But reguardless if taken for the better, they're still going to hurt.

But I won't let my problems get in the way. I'll just have to deal with them the best I can.

Anyways, as stated, I'm not the happiest person in the world right now. All I'd like is for my friends to be happy right now, but that won't be so soon.
I give you all my love, hopes and the most of luck I could wish for. I'll always be here for you to talk to, or just the shoulder you need to come to to cry on.

That's all I have to say for now. Be happy, be safe.

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The Cranberries Lyrics

"Zombie"

Another head hangs lowly,
Child is slowly taken.
And the violence caused such silence,
Who are we mistaken?

But you see, it's not me, it's not my family.
In your head, in your head they are fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are crying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou...

Another mother's breaking,
Heart is taking over.
When the violence causes silence,
We must be mistaken.

It's the same old theme since nineteen-sixteen.
In your head, in your head they're still fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are dying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, oh, oh,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, ya, ya-a...