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blegh... i shiver in uncomfort.

why you ask?

there seems to be a common missunderstanding in the world.

you see, i am a very socially awkward person. if i am in my comfort zone, with my friends, having a good time im fine, but put me out in the world by myself, among strangers and expect me to act normaly and you can pretty much count on that not happening.

so heres the even bigger problem. now please keep in mind that what i am about to say is not meant to be egotystical. its not meant to inflate my ego or make others feel badly. its just the way it is. im a fairly attractive person.

fairly attractive to the point that strange men like to come up to me and flirt, talk, expect to carry on a normal conversation. it was agonizing having a stranger buy my dinner because he thought i was cute.

dont worry, this is not something along the lines of 'whaaa, its so hard being beautiful'... but it is uncomfortable being attractive. especially since the guys who come up to me are not my type and the guys that are my type usually think im someone other that who i am (personality wise).

so my point in all this is that you shouldnt judge a book by its cover, apperances can be deceiving, and please stop expecting pretty girls to have the ability to converse normaly. stressed