Yeah it's a friday and i got off from skool... so i'm sitting around and actaully i'm not gonna spend all day on the computer... simply because i've got video games... oy yeah... and chores. lots of chores.
anyways...
Someone ever say to you that they'd always be there? Did they ever say they'd never let you go?
did they lie?
Well if they have... dont' worry about it. I know it hurts... BUT... they are just proving themselve to be like everyone else.
ahaha wanna do soemthing funny?
Tell them that they are just like everyone else with thier broken promises. See if they get angry because of it. Then watch them get close to you just to prove thier not. But... keep yourself at a distance becuase that's probably the only reason they are with you.
i should know. it's happening to me.
stupid people.
i can't wait until i'm taken off this earth.
i know i know ... "why don't you just do it yourself?" Because that's cowardly. And retarted. Killing yourself won't solve anything, but only place more of a burden on others. All your pain is just transferred to another. But if you can't deal with what is thrown at you then go ahead and killyourself, because you don't deserve to live. You're weak if you have to kill yourself to solve problems. Suicide isn't like a video game where you can just hit restart. It's forever. There's only one chance in life, and that is your life. Problems will come up. No matter who you are. And being someone else, or being dead is not going to solve those problems.
Take a stand you idiot. stand up and deal with it.
If you don't, you'll just kill yourself slowly from the inside. You'll become weaker and weaker.
and i'll jsut laugh. someone who wants to die because of the problems they have is pathetic.
i know. this is how i used to be. i was weak and pathetic. and i'll admit that.
But even though i'm still not happy, i'm not gonna kill my self... i'm gonna deal with it.
I figure that searching for happiness is stupid as well. It will find me when it's ready.
"happiness is like a butterfly, the more you chase it, the more it will elude you. But if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder." -Thoreau
KnivesTG · Fri Oct 07, 2005 @ 03:15pm · 0 Comments |