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haha..i just realized i can put my text in colors other than boring black. lovely. so, this time i shall experiment with purple. [edit: damn, the color's not working, is it?]
soo...what's been going on in brittaland lately, you ask? well, a whole crapload of drama, it seems. first of all, we have ceasar's unfortunate change of mind about amelia...for which i pity her greatly and wish i could knock some sense into that confusing little head of his. then there's the fact that sean and i really haven't been communicating well recently. of course, i guess you could say we were never on exactly the same wavelength as far as understanding each other...but now it seems a lot worse. we go over the same few subjects each time we talk: how are you? how was your day? what are you doing right now? have you talked to anyone recently? are you making any new friends? i mean, all i ask for is a little variety...i try to talk about other things, but...he just cuts me off. either that or he's always watching tv, zoning out, and not hearing what i just said. or he's yelling at maedb and then forgetting i'm still there. i don't know...i guess long distance is hard, that's all. and it's a hell of a lot harder when you've got a very tall, thin, hot guy with long dark glossy hair that falls in his eyes and this quiet, mysterious voice staring at you all the time. i mean, i TRY to think to myself, "remember sean, remember sean, don't think about rohan, just think about sean," but it really doesn't help in the slightest. i just end up thinking, "oh my god, look, it's rohan! is he staring at me? did he just glance my way? aghh!! he's walking right next to me! keep calm...keep very calm..." such an obsession i have now, and i feel quite guilty. redface
Brittastiq · Sat Oct 08, 2005 @ 09:04pm · 8 Comments |
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