im so ******** sick of everything.
everthing,
everyone,
every ... just.. all of it.
this place is getting so ******** annoying. and im startin to hate school. well.. ive hated it for a long time but its worse now. i wanna beat up some kid so i dont have to stay the whole day. just go there, beat up some kid, sit in the office, then go home. i wanna just quit. im almost sick of my boyfriend. i hate to admit it. he just.. sometimes changes into someone else. and its making me mad. Then some girl told me i was worthless and no one wanted me, and i should just go kill myself. i just might. i almost smashed her face in the ground for saying that. im sick of making up excuses of why i wont talk to people. i just dont want to. they make me sick. they need to leave me alone. i dont care. im just sick of it. what the ******** is the point? huh? i have no friends.. no one gets it. my mom asked me why i dont walk around my neiborhood with other kids, i dont wanna. i know them. they're not kool. i hate them. thats why. and i know theres a whole bunch of s**t i forgot to include but.. why bother? i walk around in a daze all the time. just waiting. waiting for it all to go away. til its all over. even though i know it never will. i still wait.. i keep my voice at a certain tone, so theres almost no emotion. im exhasted all the time. i just dont know what to do.. im so.. miserable. and i cant fix it.
im so sick of it.
emo
everthing,
everyone,
every ... just.. all of it.
this place is getting so ******** annoying. and im startin to hate school. well.. ive hated it for a long time but its worse now. i wanna beat up some kid so i dont have to stay the whole day. just go there, beat up some kid, sit in the office, then go home. i wanna just quit. im almost sick of my boyfriend. i hate to admit it. he just.. sometimes changes into someone else. and its making me mad. Then some girl told me i was worthless and no one wanted me, and i should just go kill myself. i just might. i almost smashed her face in the ground for saying that. im sick of making up excuses of why i wont talk to people. i just dont want to. they make me sick. they need to leave me alone. i dont care. im just sick of it. what the ******** is the point? huh? i have no friends.. no one gets it. my mom asked me why i dont walk around my neiborhood with other kids, i dont wanna. i know them. they're not kool. i hate them. thats why. and i know theres a whole bunch of s**t i forgot to include but.. why bother? i walk around in a daze all the time. just waiting. waiting for it all to go away. til its all over. even though i know it never will. i still wait.. i keep my voice at a certain tone, so theres almost no emotion. im exhasted all the time. i just dont know what to do.. im so.. miserable. and i cant fix it.
im so sick of it.
emo
