i died once. im still dead but im also alive. i feed on souls to stay this way because i fear that if i stop i will die for good. but sometimes i wounder what will happen if i stop, if i stop feeding. will i be brought back like i was before? or will i stay dead? sometimes i do want to stop. when i suck the soul from a persons body it feels almost unbearable. the pain can be so great. it feels as if im being ripped apart. when i steal a persons soul, when i feed, i get there memories, there thoughts, everything they have ever done burned into my head. i have so many memories traped in me. some are even of murders. the slashing of a throat, a bullet in a chest, a heart being ripped from a bodie with no care for that life. those wounderfull, wounderfull memories that keep me hateing this world. those people diserved to die and it being by my oun hand is what makes it so saticefieing when they do die. i remember when i died. but i didnt just die, i was murdered. i remember it so clearly.
~Dark_Loved_One~ · Mon Oct 10, 2005 @ 12:27am · 0 Comments |