things are going alright with helping my family out I suppose. the tragic loss of my cousin Terry isn't something to just brush off, I find. I tried to do just that, so I could focus on the pain of his siblings and his friends. that resulted in me bottling up my own pain in losing him, which came out the other night all at once. suffice to say I ended up slicing up my arm and bleeding until I passed out. I'm alright now, though. I feel okay. not happy, but not too bad. my arm stings a bit but that's to be expected. Gabriel is not happy. I do have some feelings of pride, however. both my kids said their first real word yesterday. ^^ my sister had been taking care of them while I was in France, and apparently she mentions me a lot to them, and they recognize me. I know this because when she came with them from London, where they'd been hanging with her friends from school, both Kiera and Liam shrieked "daddy!!" when they saw me. heart kids are rad. now they're under my care 3nodding I've missed them too much, I'm not letting Amber take them anymore.
Koware-Yasui · Tue Nov 25, 2008 @ 12:21am · 0 Comments |