i told tat guy i will stop liking tat guy.i said tat in an email.i just keep on crying.i dunno y???i like him but at the same i want him to be happy too.but infact i myself is not happy.his name is New York.its a clue.if u can find out tat rilly gonna hurt me.i just send it ystrdy.i still feel so sad.i like him vry much.but he just make feel unsecure.i broke up with so many guys becos of him.i din tell anyone but i just feel so unhappy.i write it here becos i know his not in gaia.this is the place tat i can show my feelings.i cant cry here in the real world.i din invite him becos i want to have a secret place to cry and to show my feelings.i hope he will be happy.if his happy then im happy.but this time im not..i get so emo.i dunno y?i told him the truth.tat i like him.his out of my sight.but his not out of my mind.all this time i know he likes someone else.but i still like him.i just like him.although he dun luk handsome or hav a very nice bahaviour but i still like him.i post this journal cos i want to release my feelings.i dun want to keep it.im crying now.as i type i m crying.and tears is rolling down my cheeks.i just cant stop thinking of him!~!!! !!wat shud i do.i still like him.and i dun want to let go.i test myself and him till to nite if i cant see his email i will stop crying and stay single.but i still like him.i do.
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