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The worst possible thing just happened to me. Somehow...I got married. Oh my god and it was to him. He tricked me into it. All I remember was trying to get away and the next thing I knew I woke up NEXT to him! gonk I was going to scream but I didn't want to wake him up and deal with that. There was this ring on my finger and I kept trying to get it off but nothing worked. By this point, I'm desperate enough to cut off my finger, but somehow he'd manage to put the ring back on again so I know it's pointless.

I'm shuddering while writing this and am completely terrified. He wasn't even wearing a shirt...when I woke up next to him and...I don't want to know if he wasn't wearing anything else. I really just want Adam and Barbara right now. Even Delia would make me feel better.

Eventually I ran out and made it to that one place, I've been around before. That's really creepy and some Phantom owns it. Some people told me I married, apparently to my own will, and was really excited about it the other day. I think I was drugged. Something happened. I would never marry that creep, I'd rather die a thousand horrible deaths then get near him. God, he's so gross! I'm just a kid! I'm not even ready for marriage yet and...*Words may be smeared around and not legible to read from tear stains*

People tried to comfort me but nothing's going to help. I'm thinking about joining Adam and Barbara now. They told me not too but...it's the more logical choice. Maybe I'll go the way they did off the bridge. I think it'd be quick. Anyway, so I went back to that place and they told me I could probably get a divorce somehow. Is that even POSSIBLE? I don't know what the rules are for the dead. I only read some of that book Adam and Barbara always have with them.

Well, after people tried to help me out, that perv showed up. Just to make my day even better. emo The worst part was he had no shirt on and grabbed my chest. After I got home I showered a lot endlessly to get that feeling off...but that gross feeling is not going away. Oh my god, what if he's watching me all the time? I'll have to be really careful. I just hope something can be done. Now he's free to do whatever he wants and I can't even make him go away.

By the time someone finds this I'll probably be dead. If I'm not, I plan on biking off the bridge. My life can't get any worse.

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