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for some reason or another lately i've been jelouse of someone i don't know why but i feel like she is closer to the one i love and it seems i am closer to the one she loves. im not sure how she feels but right now its been tearing me apart inside i love cloud he's all i ever think about and yet i sense something is wrong with this i don't feel guilty but the more i try to find the answer the more i lose sight of what it is bothering me. its not something that can be cured its a sickness to me. the name strife cloud i love its ring but when i put it together its as if he doesn't belong to me but to someone else