It is 1:55 A.M. currently and I have just taken my last shot for the night.
Now I just must wait for it to make me tired.
Well, I had a very tiresome and interesting week, and that is why I have not made a new journal entry. Please do forgive this sexy cripple.
Where to begin..Ah yes, this is my first Christmas as a father and as such, I was a total wreck and had absolutely no idea what the hell I was doing. My mother helped quite a bit, though. I am so thankful to her.
Alicia seemed like all her gifts and I got a spiffy new cane to use that actually makes my limp appear less severe.
I'm emotional of the nighttime's now and I will be until mid-or so January. I am sorry, but this month is the one in which I am most saddened by Kenji's death, as this was the month of firsts for us.
I'll be fine soon. Please do not worry.
Today was so busy @____@
I woke up late and I couldn't find Alicia when I woke up so I flipped over like four tables, her bed, ripped off a door, and eventually noticed she was in the backyard.
I was furious, of course, for her disobeying me and going outside alone, but more so I was concerned. She's my baby and her safety and happiness mean the most to me.
So, I then realized it was 11 A.M. .__. I had a doctors appointment at 12. Oh s**t, right?
So, I rushed Alicia to get dressed and almost literally jumped into some clothing and rushed her to the car before I realized that we'd only gotten dressed -_-
I ushered her back in and we brushed her teeth and I combed our hair, but decided to leave my down to save time.
Alicia was due to be at her friends home for a birthday party and she was going to stay there for a while whilst I was being seen by the doctor. We climb into the car and I speed off and drop her off at her friends, scream "thank you" at the friends mother who was watching them, and sped off once more.
I arrived at 11:52 .__. and broke like 1234324234523 speeding laws XD. So, I am waiting in the waiting room after I sign in and I realize "I..I didn't have coffee"
and I started to C-R-A-S-H. So I'm leaned over with my elbows on my knees, running my hands through my hair when this old couple next to me start conversing with me.
Alright, that's fine. They were nice enough, but I explained to the lady about my morning and she kindly offered "You should meet me daughter!"
Okay now, taking a break from my ranting story here. Why is it everyone wants me to meet their daughter? Is there a conspiracy here? I believe the United States has something to do with this >> I know too many of you guys. XD
Anyhow, I said no and she begged and gave sweet, old lady face, and now I have a date-type-thing tomorrow night at 8 with this lady I don't know ;D Fantastic!
I finally get back into the doctors room and he runs some tests and tells me I need a lumbar tab.
Anyone know what it is? I'll tell you.
They take a chisel and hammer it into your spine until an inch or so opening is exposed before taking a scalpel and scraping off some of the spine where they then shove a five inch needle into the spine and drain out the fluid.
Most fun part about this is that I have to be awake and fully aware during it. ;D
He's suppose to call and tell me when it is. I haven't had one for 8 years, and it is above all else one of the most painful physical experiences of my life.
So, I rush home and straighten the tables I ******** up, her bed, the door, and did some laundry. Sound good, right? Nope. -_-
Alicia calls me from her friends home (smart little girl) and tells me her friends mom fell asleep. She fell asleep in the kitchen and won't wake up >>
It's very common in Asian women to faint while pregnant and so I figured this is what must have happened since she was about 5 months along.
There were 30 children there! Just her as an adult and she out of commission.
So, I speed over to her home and rouse the woman and I take care of her while I'm taking care of these 30 children (I'm pretty much a climbing pole with skin) until she is ready to go again.
We watch the children together until about 5 PM at which point I take Alicia home and we make dinner together. We ate and I put her down to bed, which she went to sleep right away, before coming back here into my room and collapsing unto the floor.
That was my day, loves. Try and beat it?
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*bows down*