Today i start my journal off with a sad remark. I cut myself last night....i couldnt help it. i had to. The reason is because my step family, which i call my own family is going back to canada. I feel as if it is my fault. My step mom got angry at my dad because i wanted to have a pool party on the 29 but she wanted to go to the zoo for some holloween thing. My dad asid that he would stay here and watch me and my sister so we can have our party. Later that night my step mom tells my dad "you only want to stay here so you can watch all of alex's friends prancing around in their bikinis" most of my friends are girls....whoop. my dad holds in his steem and when she goes to bed he sleeps on the couch. the following day, she calls my dad and then starts to go on and on how my friends are useless and good fornothing and how some of my friends are sluts. so now my family is ending. i just cant believe this is happening. This may be one of the last times i write in this journal. I may have to move back with my mom if my step mom moves. and there i will be beaten, near drinking and all that crap.
Good bye all,
Alexander Tupeck
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they will think less of you.
I understand the emotional pain you were going through, I went through it aswell.
You seen the tears I cried.
But at least it is over.
Back to the cutting yorself thing...
CUTTING YOURSELF IS STUPID!
Why?
1) It harms your body
2) It can emotionally harm the people around you that you love and care about
3) There are better, more constructive ways to relieve stress
4) You dont need to prove anything by cutting yourself. It proves nothing
5) If you think you need to cut yourself to prove that you are emo, screw that. The media ruined the whole real definition of emo. I will leave that to a different rant that I will place somewhere in my journal at a later date.
6) It hurts gonk
7) Its wrong....it just is
cool There are many other reasons supporting why you should not cut yourself, but I will not list anymore.
Your sister,
Rebecca