Ok, heres the problem I have going right now sad
I really like my bestest friend, but she moved out to Missouri a LONG time ago, and I live in New jersey. Its been many many years since I've seen her, but I keep in contact you know. Well. she really likes me a lot from what I can tell. She uses the word Love, and well, I've fallen into a mistake myself by having said it to her in reply. I figured it not the full fledged, but more like the friendly guy to girl luv ya kinda thing? do you know what im talking about? well...yea....I think it's gone a lil too far, and Like, i dont know if I'll ever see her in the near future at all. I dont want to get caught up and tied down and not ever be able to go out and experience life, and maybe nothing ever happen between me and her,. And even so, lets say I do hold out and wait on her, what if things dont work out then? i'll be S.O.L. you know. Personally...I'm scared...I dont want to break her heart, but I dont wanna ruin our friendship, and what we have between each other. I wanna keep a chance between me and her, but I dont wanna get tied down right now.
I'm confused....I need some advice, this is really messing me up sad
Sorry to complain about this tho.......I have no where else I can go to talk about it sad I hope someone responds to this tho
 Jester_of_rue · Sun Nov 14, 2004 @ 06:20am · 2 Comments |
