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Ok, heres the problem I have going right now sad
I really like my bestest friend, but she moved out to Missouri a LONG time ago, and I live in New jersey. Its been many many years since I've seen her, but I keep in contact you know. Well. she really likes me a lot from what I can tell. She uses the word Love, and well, I've fallen into a mistake myself by having said it to her in reply. I figured it not the full fledged, but more like the friendly guy to girl luv ya kinda thing? do you know what im talking about? well...yea....I think it's gone a lil too far, and Like, i dont know if I'll ever see her in the near future at all. I dont want to get caught up and tied down and not ever be able to go out and experience life, and maybe nothing ever happen between me and her,. And even so, lets say I do hold out and wait on her, what if things dont work out then? i'll be S.O.L. you know. Personally...I'm scared...I dont want to break her heart, but I dont wanna ruin our friendship, and what we have between each other. I wanna keep a chance between me and her, but I dont wanna get tied down right now.
I'm confused....I need some advice, this is really messing me up sad
Sorry to complain about this tho.......I have no where else I can go to talk about it sad I hope someone responds to this tho
Jester_of_rue · Sun Nov 14, 2004 @ 06:20am · 2 Comments |
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Ok, this one i'm going to keep short.
Tonight was a crazy night. I had work, no biggie, boring, but well what can you expect from Sears Hardware. I got home, and went to play some Gaia....yea im hooked on it now :p Well, i was playin an doin my thing, then I guess somethin happened to their servers, but i couldnt navigate...it kept saying connection failed and / or timed out. That sucked big time, it was like a half an hour wasted. then it almost happened again to me. So yea...a lil disappointing but hey i survived.
I've come to a conclusion. I'm going to have a few goals.
1) Start a Guild for those who want to beomce merchants & help others
2) I want to make my own store, ina forum...basically a store u see in town but with LOWER prices...basically for Newbies and the like.
3) I also want to make a store for the market place.....
4) Last but not least... I want to help out my newfound friends here in gaia....you'll know who you are wink
Thats about it for my night, well im off to bed.....
:p
Nighty night Ya'll
~RUE~
Jester_of_rue · Sun Nov 07, 2004 @ 06:46am · 2 Comments |
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=-= First Entry =-= Nov 5, 2004 | 10:42 pm (US Eastern) =-= |
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Greetings, this is my very first entry into my Gaia Journal. whee YAY! lol.
For those of you who do not know me...I'm Rue...but if you really want you can call me Tom. :-p
Well, instead of writing about what I've done so far, because I haven't really done anything at all today, I'll write about myself, and let you dive into the "World of Rue".
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Name: Tom (Rue) Age: 20 Location: NJ, USA
Hobbies: Driving, Gaming, Music, Poetry, Working w/ People, Movies Sports: Playing & Watching Football & Watching Hockey (I cant skate)
Marital Status: Single & Looking
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Greatest Accomplishment: Surviving the hardest times of my life while helping others at the same time.
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Greatest Failure: Opening my heart up to the wrong woman, and realizing it too late. Falling in Love with her, and losing her at the same time. Then hurting for years after that because of my feelings for her.
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Most Exciting Thing About Me: My willingness to do random crazy things at the weirdest of times.
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Least Exciting Thing About Me: My geekiness.
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Favorite Types of Music & Bands/Singers: ROCK! rock, and most everything else, save for a lot of forms of rap, because for some reason most of the people who do rap dont have talent and dont respect others the way they should. That and christian rock.
Overall, I love all music, even foreign language songs which I dont know a single word to. LOL. ::List:: Linkin Park, Michelle Branch, Bloodhound Gang, AC/DC, Rolling Stones, Reel Big Fish, Sum 41, Blink 182, Bowling For Soup, Simple Plan, AeroSmith, & anything else thats 'good'
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Theres a whole lot more about me, but its all so much to just post up here in one entry. If you really want to know more about me, you can always instant message me on my AIM screen name @ "JesterofRue" or you can e-mail me at FallenPaladin120@hotmail.com
Well I'll be off for now, and hey, if you're reading this, Thank You for Stopping By and taking the time to read up on me wink
~RUE~
Jester_of_rue · Sat Nov 06, 2004 @ 04:16am · 1 Comments |
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