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Steps
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I feel pain all over me
inside me thrusting me in each direction
makes me sick
im afraid to take the next step
for fear it will happen again the next time
each time
worse
afraid to start anew
easier said than done
i wanna hide under Your wings
hide in that secret refudge You built for me
that enables me
to face the world again
i feel so numb
everytime i do it
broken into pieces
no more hope left
falling
failing
everytime





Dedication:
to whoever that ever felt this way
crying