back at home now, back where I grew up. everything is the same as it always has been... except... when normally Amber should be so cheerful and full of energy, she hasn't moved from leaning on me since I got home... and that breaks my heart.
I remember once a couple years ago, when I was just starting to hint that I was gay, I spent a whole afternoon with Amber doing our nails. she did mine, and I did hers. she did mine purple, with big stick-on rhinestones. I did hers bright pink with black stripes. we were all good until I decided I needed something to match my nails, and put on her mini-skirt. well... that ended in a vicious pillow pummeling for me, and Amber remembering to lock her bedroom door so I wouldn't get into her stuff. she was always beating me up over stupid things like that.... but then, a few months later I was in a bit of a situation with a bunch of guys from the football team of my school who hated me. and they came after me one day, while I was with Amber, and she defended me and protected me from them. needless to say those guys had very few morals and she ended getting a bit beat up too, but we were in it together.
I love my sister. heart
Koware-Yasui · Sat Jan 17, 2009 @ 07:28pm · 0 Comments |