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Meds(RANT ALERT) I used to be on meds now im not. when iwas on meds i was like a lifeless zombie now im a fun loving guy. when I was on meds the girl asked me now i have tammy (sort of). When I was on meds Iwas a good little boy now Im arebel who hates his parents. when I was on meds what happened between me and kristina happened now it never would have. when I was on meds Ihad a seizure that made look like a fish out of water now I still have seizures but they're more like heavy shivering. When I was on meds I was suicidal now I love life. p.s. when your all alone ready to kill yourself remember that a thirteen year old ethiopian can't eat drink and whose best friend has been sponsered by that fund thing and day ater day they ask themselves why him/her why couldn't those people pick me

Posted by: Izlovestam Wed Jan 21, 2009 @ 11:39pm

1: Sir I believe you've gone mad with power
2: Of course I have have you ever gone mad without power its boring nobody listens to you

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Commented on: Mon Jan 26, 2009 @ 11:34pm


	.... what am i supposed to say? you allready know how i feel

Commented on: Tue Jan 27, 2009 @ 11:28am


	Apparently you did something that you weren't supposed to with a chick named "Kristina"? (DUDE!! Literacy!! >.< [it bugs me when anyone does it]) Look, just assuming, you were on meds for depression, those pills work by sending messages to your brain to release a certain opiate to make you happy (I can't remember it's specific name). For some people, it just works; others have "broken" area 25 (a part of the brain just under the temporal lobe) so that method won't work. It takes deep brain stimulation to help it.. More'n likely, you had the same issue as me. All I can say is that life sucks man. Even for those who want to die, you have to realize that there's a bigger world out there. I think you realized it enough to stop. But I don't think you realize that shouldn't blame everything you did on meds. The meds just transformed your anger and rebellion into a bitter tristazia and acedia (sadness and aloof-ness, though stronger than those two words). It's the same energy and feeling, just put out in a different manner. I get that you miss Tammy man, but you do have to realize that when two paths diverge as much as yours and hers do, it only causes pain. She needs time, and trying to blame things on the meds isn't going to make her come running back to you. You have to put it behind you, realize that you have a future you have to think about. McDonnalds isn't an ideal career path even without Tammy in your life. As the great comedian Christopher Titus said, "Hey, you got life on backwards! See, now your past is BEHIND you! Now why don't you get down off your cross, use the wood to build a bridge and get OvEr it!!"

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Commented on: Wed Jan 28, 2009 @ 03:32pm


	Seratonin thats the happy chemical, and it was mostly for ADHD

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