Sometimes I can be the meanest person in the world. At least in my world that is. And it makes me very very sad, because I hurt people... I don't like anybody hurting especially when I am the one who did the hurting. Usually I catch the meanness before it comes out, other times I say sorry right after, but other times I totally miss all the meanness and I don't remember that I was mean and might have hurt somebody's feeling until way later.
That makes me even sadder.
I sometimes wish I wasn't mean. I really don't like that side of me..... hmmm. Maybe that is why I don't want to drink? Maybe I just use the excuse of it tasting bad so I don't let out my mean side? Who knows. But the taste of beer is still nasty. And I still don't like my mean side.
-teh lizard-
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To those whom are concerned..... ?? who cares?! I don't for sure!
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