i sit on my bed
with this pounding in my lil head
wondering why im still alive
all i do is cry and cry
i cant take it wondering if ill make it
so here they are
my bloody scars
i cut as deep
as deep as i need
to end my suffering
no one cares
and noone dares
to tell me they love me
and say it meaningfully
and forget about me
cuz i wasnt free
i was stressed
and a bigold mess
not good enough for you
so find someone new
i couldnt everbe
the girl that you need
i look at the bracelet on my wrist
that you gave me for christmas
now i try to cut deeper
but as i breathe i just get weaker
i begin to die
as i lie
in my blood
my deep red blood
i look and see you and me
in that dumb a** frame
that my friend gave me when i was feeling lame
hoping that we could still be friends
even till the end
even when im gone
and you my love just move on
to marry
go to prom
have a child
and live a wild
life unlike me
who took her own
with a knife
cuz i nevere got kissed
just one kiss from you my baby
but its too late
no more fun filled dates
i want you to know you could have saved me
just onne kiss from you my baby
this could be my last words
so ill say somemeaningless verbs
"just to let you know
ive got something to show
my bloody scars
here they are
you could have saved me
just one kiss from you my baby"
suddenly my phone rings
and that dumb looney toones sing
the beep goes off and i here
your voice thats what i
need to hear
one last time
before i loose my life
to this hooride crime
then you say
in the sweetest way
"hey its me
i love you baby
i havent really been your lover
andso im on my way over
to give you a kiss
im so nervous i might miss"
then you laugh
your magic laugh
"so if its ok
i wanna take you for a walk on the bay"
im not here to get the one thingthat
could have saved me
jusst one kiss from you my baby
i lie here dead
no pounding in my lil head
rebmamber · Thu Jan 29, 2009 @ 12:21am · 0 Comments |