well I shouldn't be up. but I am. and I hurt. gonk and now I find that my little brother's.... I wouldn't even call him a boyfriend at this point, of so long has gone and like.... ripped his heart out and torn it up into little pieces... WHAT IS THIS?! stressed I'm so pissed off I could actually see myself killing that little **** without a second thought, I'm so serious. who can be so cruel?! my GOD!! and because I'm stuck here in the hospital I can't go see him, so I could at least hug him and tell him not to worry 'cause I was there for him.... that kills me. absolutely kills me. now I better ********' pull through these next two operations, no way in Hell am I letting go now.
Koware-Yasui · Fri Jan 30, 2009 @ 04:44am · 1 Comments |