so jouranl hows we today lol...just kidding..my day sucked again like everyday..i cut again..and carved the heart with an angel wing and a demond wing into my arm..on top of that all my friends and people i dont even really talk to are finding out that i cut and i dont know what i can do anymore...i just dont know then on top of that..jubals worried about ariel so am i she hasnt been on gaia and i havnt seen her all week and im scared ..and i miss her i dont want her to move.i feel like i will never seee her again ....it happenes with all my friends and it woulnd be so bad but since shes being home schooled and all i dont see her at school ...either and after school i wont anymore becouse its to far to walk know...dear k=journak diary i need something to seirously help me ,........before i dont keep my promise to my frind chris./ online dad.....and my other ..friends ......i dont know what to do anymore.....HELP>>>>>HELP>>>HELP>>>>>>>
