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I am totally experiencing a panic attack right now, and the thing i'm panicking about doesn't happen until thursday. We hav this group project, about "how to be cool", and I hate it. My group ******** sux. Cool has different meanings to different groups and people. The girls I'm stuck with are both "preps", and run with the same crowd, unlike the people i associate myself with. So of course what they think is "cool" i wouldn't. So now I have to present the ugly a** powerpoint that they did (i did one on my own which is better) and say s**t that I think is dumb. I'm going to look so stupid up there. I'm not going to show any emotion, jus stand and talk when necessary. I just want to not go to skool that day, but that would be irresponsible not to show up, and I would feel guilty. That's why I'm panicking, I have to humiliate myself in front of people that I barely know. Maybe I should just look forward to Friday.

*I hate when I get like this, it freaks me out, and I never know when I'll stop panicking*

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Samina Artizarra
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Thu Feb 05, 2009 @ 01:10am

Try not to worry too much and if your teacher is anything like mine then act like you care and try and make it interesting and Im sure youll be fine. I was with the two most quiet people in our class aside from myself and we did alright.

bigdababy
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Thu Feb 05, 2009 @ 09:21pm

thanks for the encouragement. Yesterday I pretty much got over my fear by saying "if it goes bad, oh well, I don't care". my presentation was ok, and was over fairly quickly.

Ame von Laurent
Community Member

Thu Feb 12, 2009 @ 11:11pm

haha! that's what i always think to kill nerves. xp