My life is okay to some people... But not to me. I wish I could kill myself. I know some people would be sad, I know that a lot more people would be a lot happier if I just killed myself. I have no regret on trying to kill myself. I have heard people say that they love me, but you can see in their eyes that I was just never meant to have been born. It makes me sad when they try to be happy around me... but I know they just hate me. If there is a GOD up there in heaven... why can't he make me feel like I'm loved by everyone? It's weird that I find happiness in trying to hurt myself. Maybe if I tried to hurt myself to the point of death, who knows... Someone might show me love....
dark_wolf_goddess · Wed Nov 02, 2005 @ 06:28pm · 10 Comments |