Is it possible for someone to love a person so much that it tore their heart apart? I did. I loved a man that was sweet and kind to me. But I could only love him with half my heart. The other half pained me so. It would hurt me so when I was around him. But while he was away, the pain would stop and I could love him with all my heart. But is this to be called love? To love someone who isn't there? I felt confused, for my pain would never let me love him properly. He also saw that and he became sad. Knowing this, he left and found someone else. My pain became so hurtful that I had wished not to live. But I did live, knowing that he was with someone else now. Looking at them, I would feel empty inside. For once in so long, the emptiness made me feel like my love for him was all a twisted sick lie. I realized that he could never love me. But I had wish he hadden't left me in dispair. With tears so black on my pale skin. Now I love someone who understands my twisted heart. One that loves the darkness inside of me. He doesn't care how I may look on the outside, not caring how twisted it has gotten inside of me, for right now he is mending my torn heart. He has dried my blacken tears and made me feel loved once again.
 dark_wolf_goddess · Sat Jun 17, 2006 @ 05:47pm · 2 Comments |
