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xp i duno any more..... but i do know that my father is a dictator. i respect him, i thank him for all he does for me yes, but he has no reasoning for what he does, and if he does, he never voices them to me, when they deal with the way my social life is going. he bacicaly is starting to choose for me who i hang out with and who i sould shun..... but then again he is gust looking after my well being.... but he has no righe whatsoever to stop me from seeing my bestest of freinds.... and life in general i pointless. i have come to terms with that, but WHY is it pointless?that just does not make any sence to me. shouldent there be a reason why we are even alive? yes there are things that i like in this life, i am not suicidel(however that is spelt) i just wonder mor than other people. for thoes who do not know me, i was christan, hated their closeminded ways, looked into wicca, kool yes, but not for me. well, i dont feel like typing right now.... so bye. question
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