that desolate feeling of not existing. wishing it would all end to comfort my twisted "feelings" or whats left of them. my heart was ripped and blackened long ago.only ripped fragments remain.yes i may be younger than you ,but i too have seen, herd ,...and been through physically and mentally more than anyone should for my age.ill always b there weither u know it or not. heres somthin 4 you "Never forget your family, or friends, in darkness or light. darkness is a sweet ambition that makes you do regretfull things it blinds you, it soughts and feeds off of revenge. and when its gone all its leaves you with is regret, foolishment and idiocracy of the astoundment for which you have done. dont let it get the best of you. i should know i gave in to it. and lost everything worthwhile to me. i let it blind me. i may look normal but its all a lie. a big cover up for my broken soul
