Have you ever noticed how pathetic I am? Seriously, I get a crush on a guy over the internet. The first thing I do when I get on gaia is to check my mail to see if he mailed me back. There are some days when I can go without even thinking about him, usually the weekends or if I'm having a busy day. But then there are times when I can't get him off my mind. I mean, I'm the one who told him that he shouldn't stay with his previous gf cause she was cheating on him and that since it was a relationship over the internet it wouldn't work out anyways. I can't even take my own advice by the looks of it. He lives a time zone away so I will never meet him, he's younger then me by three years,(I don't really care about that but I'm sure some people do) he already has someone waiting for him in Florida by the sounds of it, he doesn't even know what I look like, and if he did, he would run away screaming. O_o Even after I listed all of that I STILL like him.... Gah! *hits keyboard* Its not like I never want to talk to him, I do, I just don't want to become a stalker or something of that nature, like his other gf. I mean, I even told my friends that I liked him, they think its cute, I think I'm just crazy. Now I'm thinking if he ever read this he might not want to talk to me anyways.... crying but I figure that nobody reads my journal so I should be safe... maybe. *sighs* Well thats my venting for the day, it helped alittle but I don't know how long it will last. Talks to ya laters.... *thinks to self* Now I'm talking to myself... sheesh... rolleyes
TigerStar · Thu Nov 10, 2005 @ 02:17pm · 4 Comments |