M'kay, its been awhile since I've posted in this. The only reason why I'm doing it right now is because my friend Fluff had reminded me of it. A lot of things have happened to me since this winter..
My best friend Vanessa had her baby on April 1st. His name is Nathaniel, he's so adorable! heart I've been made his godmother just in case anything happens to Nessa or Randy. Hopefully nothing will happen though. sweatdrop Even though the baby has been born Nessa still finds the time to talk to me every night. Gots to love her to death.
I finished my first year of college... and still alive and kicking. How good is that? I'm happy that I got through accounting alright. Kinda makes me think I picked a career that will work out for me. Now I just need to take three more years of it... o.o xp
My cousin Warren has finally found the love of his life... (took him awhile, he's over 40) I'm very happy for him, but at the same I'm depressed. By this fall or next spring, there will be a good chance of him moving down to be with her. I know this might sound kinda selfish but I don't want him to leave. sad I met him when I was going through a hard time at home... this was when I was a freshman in Highschool. If it wasn't for him I probably would have gone gun happy years ago. My life when I was younger was hardly a happy one. But Warren always seemed to talk to me and get my mind to settle. I'm sure I will be able to call him once he moves if I still need to talk to him. But it won't feel the same.
Work is just the same. My manager still doesn't know how to manage, and I'm still waiting for my raise. I'm a supervisor/service desk associate. You would find me anywhere in the store on a good day. There are a few times I'll be sent out back to help Scott unload the truck. They have even thrown me in electronics a few times.
Then there is the hard topic about guys. I have a lot of guy friends, mainly from work. But thats it.. they're just friends. I don't have a real connection with any of them. There is this one guy, I really shouldn't be talking about him but he stopped reading my journal awhile back... so he'll never know. His name is... well, lets not say his name. But anyways.... I have a crush on this guy but for the moment he is taken/and or undecided of what he thinks about me. I kinda wanna fight for him to get him to see that I want him but at the same time I believe I should leave him be. He has a lot of stuff to do before he goes on to the road of life. For right now I'm just gonna leave this subject alone.
TigerStar · Tue Jul 18, 2006 @ 05:19am · 2 Comments |