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OMG, i have been so preachy lately. I have been so out of sorts and have been, just so, i don't know, philosophical. weird but i just feel funny about it. it just feels not me in a way. maybe me being sick has formed a new personality that was to cope with this sickness. weird, i do hate being sick. well, i just found out that my culture test for strep came back as negative so i don't have strep. that is a very good thing. heh, except that it doesn't help me get better... ugh.... bang, bang, bang, just end the suffering.......... scream scream aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... burning_eyes