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On this particular night you can tell I am up late. Thankfully dad is sleeping so I am getting some alone time with the computer. And I feel like going on a rant cause I have some stuff on my mind.

Issue Uno!
There are three guys. Guy 1 is a previous boyfriend whom broke up with my not too long ago. He says we where never supposed to get together in the first place, though he waited a whole month before letting me know this. I here from people that he's been acting weird lately, and those people think that he might be thinking he made a mistake. But I dunno. Guy 2: I asked him out the day after guy 1 dumped me. He's been thinking about it for over a week and I think he just wants to be friends. I've known him damn near my whole life and I have ALWAYS had a huge crush on him, though I wont push him to get into anything with me if her doesnt want to. Guy 3! Met him here on gaia. He's a sweetheart and lives in the same state as I do, and he aint to far away either. He's a little older than me, but I dont mind, and Im starting to really like him and I think he likes me back. But Im just not sure about it.

Issue Two!
Friends... -sigh- Sabrina is wanting to hang out a bit more and her boy is kinda being a butt to her. Nezzi seems to be parting away from me and doesnt really tell me anything anymore. She honestly rather talk to Himi. Allen is I dont even know. He thinks hes bi or gay and hes just being a ******** weirdo... Love him like no other the little s**t but god damn he needs to make up his mind! Nechelle doesnt really have time anymore, but I cant help that. Shes been going through some major drama right now and I feel bad cause we dont get to hang out and just chill like we used to.

Issue 3-3-3!!
My health is getting a bit worse. I mean, my eye sight is still shitty and for some reason I wont wear my glasses. Im still throwing up blood every now and then. Im becoming more bulimic and anorexic everyday. My smoking is about the same, half a pack a day-ish range, and Ive been wanting to drink a bit more than usual too. Im loosing and gaining weight all the time and I hate it. Im often dizzy and light headed.

I'm done. Love Yall!!!

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