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Well...I haven't written in here for a good long time...haven't had much to write. I kinda do today though. I don't know, I was just think about my friends and it hit me: 2/3rds of my friends are graduating this year! Like,seriously. It's not like I didn't know it was coming, them being one grade higher than me. But it just really hit me hard today. I started crying and everything (I know, I'm a big dork. But I love my friends!). These are my closest friends! And I'm SO frecking worried that next year I will be all alone. I don't want that, it terrifies me, pathetic as it sounds.
I am also stressing about the fact that I"m graduating next year. That means college,a job, getting a life! I'm not sure I can handle all of that! GOD!!! I'm freaking my gears here. There's so much I want and need to say but have no way to do it! I want to cry! Does that sound stupid? I don't know anymore. I know no one is really going to read this, but it kinda helps to write some of this down. Right...I'm going to stop now...