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yes.....I'm walking.....I'm slowly forgetting about things......you...me....... my life.....i still walk.......alone without...
one day, I will wake up with out you.....
todays moods = heart sweatdrop crying

where should I start,hmmm, well me and my bf, are ok now I guess, you can say I got over something that wasnt there?O.o but im happy Im talking to him again, he called to day, true it was long, but im still happy, he did make me feel better since he didnt talk about what was wrong with me, i hate it when people ask that question, it makes me feel weak? lower then what i am? I dont know, i just hate that question, "Whats wrong with you?" If i knew what was wrong with me, I would tell you and get over it faster then how I feel now, god....

On a new note, mom and me were happy until today too, now Miss you need to pay your bill even if you give me a 140 every 2 weeks lady, is pissing me off again, so i guess some thing never change, and Im suck in the pain.

School starts again mon, sweatdrop that means yay AP test, stare god do i hate that class it makes me feel small and so ******** dumb like i dont have any brain cell in this ******** up head of mine, GR stressed whatever only half a year to go right? lol stare

well, aside from all that I think everything else is fine oh, and i thing MG doesn t want to talk to me anymore V.v it makes me kinda sad, and Karouel is very heartbroken, but I still love him,xoxoxox oh, and soon I need to get people x-mas gift since that comng around yay^^ and it not even cold O.o oh well what am I going to do? but the world keeps going and i stay here alone, ^^

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Todays song?

~*~*~*Dir en Grey*~*~*~
~^~^~^ain't afraid to die^~^~^~


The way that I used to walk with you is gone
But still, I always walked with you, I wonder if I'll ever be able to meet
you

The snow falls gently on a hill
Even though I can't reach you, I understand
The flower in your room that you loved is now...

The day of last years final snow
The promises that were hard to exchange
When I remember them, they melt, and spill from my hands

The snow falls gently on a hill
Even though I can't reach you, I understand
The flower in your room that you loved is now...

All alone by the window, just staring at the snow
While remembering you, seeing you in the glass
I give you a final kiss

Come on, smile, don't cry anymore
From here on, I'll always be watching you

The snow falls gently on a hill
Even though I can't reach you, I understand
The flower in your room that you loved is now...

A light that quietly begins to color the inside of the town white
You saw the season's final colors

The sound of the tears that fell is cruel isn't it
You saw the season's final colors

The four seasons, and your colors, will soon vanish
The snow melts, and flowers bloom on the street corner
The "colors" that you saw, softly begin to melt

The day of this years final colors

(A single flower on the street corner
When I look up into the sky, the final snow melts from my hand)




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Todays pic?
User Image wow there hot ^^






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Zed Millar
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commentCommented on: Tue Nov 29, 2005 @ 03:29am
And the cow jumped over the moon singing, "Oh, s**t!" as he
splat on top of the stinky cheese man of Nostradantros... Verdadero?
Anyways, I see my pookie is having some troubles and it makes me
feel for her, but I can't do anything for her but smile, sound as cute/nice
and loving as possible, and say anything I can think off to bring her dark cloud away from her and away some where else... well... destroy the cloud. .RAwr!
Ev1l cloudz!
I love you, honey.
~Norm


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